It's been a while since I last felt like writing anything. This happens everytime Im having trouble with my dear mother or relationship problems. In this case, its been both!!!! Just how unfair can life be? Smh. But Im not complaining.
I hate how some people are so annoying eh! They know hpw to hit all the right spots that will get you almost bursting with anger. More so when you just can't speak it out. Like me. I will go through everything silently, dying a little bit everytime I get angry.
So jana I was running errands and I had to go to some office pick something up. Now, this is something that should have taken me less than twenty minutes but took me almost two hours because the bimbo supposed to attend to me didnt know how to use her computer. Seriously and she is getting paid!!!! Jesus!! I almost hit her when when she told me that her comp was having trouble sijui with what blah blah but I sat there with the fakest of smiles ever!!! In the end I walked round to her desk and attended to myself. Stupid bimbo!!!!
Yeiy!!!! A few days to go and its back to school. Most of you will not understand how on this earth I can be happy going back to school but for me, well, its my chance to breath easy, have fun and be myself without anyone to say a word about it. And again, im considering this to be the big moving out of my mama's house. I seriously should drink to this but let me wait and patiently at that for that drink has to be bought with money somehow and im broke so much right now im a shame. Do not judge me for u have all been there.
Im single YET AGAIN!!! I said it. Again am back to being just me. Im starting to think getting back with my ex wasnt a good idea but I cant blame the things my heart does. Its a different entity. Though Im sure this is the last time Im puking and eating my puke (see breaking up and getting back with an ex) YUCK at that comparison tho'.... Hahaha...
So God Help Me! To think I ddnt even get laid this time round!!! #sigh such a cheap bargain....
Now now, is it bad for a girl to dream of that perfect love? I should hope not. But only when that perfect love has not been an already imperfect love. Now stop getting back with exes then coz npthing is ever different the second time round.
Im thinking I should get a FWB.... But its just a thought for now.
I dream of travelling the world.....
Quote: Happiness is not a destination but a way of travel.
Trumpets | Jason Derulo.
Xoxo
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